What Mean By LOVE???? and short story about my dream hahaha XD

idk what the mean of love....but the truth about love is passion to be loving by someone that we truly love.........sooo today i went to Tmn Malihah to sent my cuzzi back to her house.....it was exhausting...fuhhhhh....i was so tired that i fell asleep through the trip...hahaha XD......In My Dream.....The Story began.........I was loving my gf to much.......but one day i go to the hospital to check my health.......then suddenly i shock....becuz the docter say that i have 1 more month to lives becuz of brain cancer......i feel so heart broken that i knowing my live is gonna be not longer.............so the next day i meet my gf but i dont tell her that my live is not longer becuz i dont want to make her sad.....i spend the rest of my week with her......then it comes the last day i live...............I wrote a letter like this.......my loving sweetheart...i am sorry becuz i dont tell you about my cancer.......becuz i dont make you sad adn crying becuz of me.........i know that you ill lose me......but I was so Happy througout the year because i have spend the much time with you......i feel so sad also that i m not gonna live longer..........so find a replacement for me to look after you and to make you happy......so dont cry becuz losing me my love...........Sincerely Chrisdle.........after that i was ready about to die.......then suddenly my sweetheart came to me and crying nonstop because afraid losing of me.....i said to her.......Dont cry my love *cough Blood i am happy to be with you.......she said.....nooooo dont die yet because i want to be with you * crying......then a few second i die...........then she crying nonstop...............after that suddenly I woke up from my dream.......what is that a dream??.....then i said yesss i still alive!!!!!!...........hahaha XD it was funny but sad also in the dream only....hahaha XD ok for now read my story it was hard to remember what i have dream......hahhaa.......CHECK IT OUT!!!!